Jonathan Harker’s Journal Continued
5 May.—I must have been asleep, for certainly if I
had been fully awake I must have noticed the approach of such a remarkable
place. In the gloom the courtyard looked of considerable size, and as several
dark ways led from it under great round arches, it perhaps seemed bigger than
it really is. I have not yet been able to see it by daylight.
When the caleche stopped, the driver jumped down and
held out his hand to assist me to alight. Again I could not but notice his
prodigious strength. His hand actually seemed like a steel vice that could have
crushed mine if he had chosen. Then he took my traps, and placed them on the
ground beside me as I stood close to a great door, old and studded with large
iron nails, and set in a projecting doorway of massive stone. I could see even
in th e dim light that the stone was massively carved, but that the carving had
been much worn by time and weather. As I stood, the driver jumped again into
his seat and shook the reins. The horses started forward, and trap and all
disappeared down one of the dark openings.
I stood in silence where I was, for I did not know
what to do. Of bell or knocker there was no sign. Through these frowning walls
and dark window openings it was not likely that my voice could penetrate. The
time I waited seemed endless, and I felt doubts and fears crowding upon me.
What sort of place had I come to, and among what kind of people? What sort of
grim adventure was it on which I had embarked? Was this a customary incident in
the life of a solicitor’s clerk sent out to explain the purchase of a London
estate to a foreigner? Solicitor’s clerk! Mina would not like that. Solicitor,
for just before leaving London I got word that my examination was successful,
and I am now a full-blown solicitor! I began to rub my eyes and pinch myself to
see if I were awake. It all seemed like a horrible nightmare to me, and I
expected that I should suddenly awake, and find myself at home, with the dawn
struggling in through the windows, as I had now and again felt in the morning
after a day of overwork. But my flesh answered the pinching test, and my eyes
were not to be deceived. I was indeed awake and among the Carpathians. All I could
do now was to be patient, and to wait the coming of morning.
Just as I had come to this conclusion I heard a
heavy step approaching behind the great door, and saw through the chinks the
gleam of a coming light. Then there was the sound of rattling chains and the
clanking of massive bolts drawn back. A key was turned with the loud grating
noise of long disuse, and the great door swung back.
Within, stood a tall old man, clean shaven save for
a long white moustache, and clad in black from head to foot, without a single
speck of colour about him anywhere. He held in his hand an antique silver lamp,
in which the flame burned without a chimney or globe of any kind, throwing long
quivering shadows as it flickered in the draught of the open door. The old man
motioned me in with his right hand with a courtly gesture, saying in excellent
English, but with a strange intonation.
“Welcome to my house! Enter freely and of your own
free will!” He made no motion of stepping to meet me, but stood like a statue,
as though his gesture of welcome had fixed him into stone. The instant,
however, that I had stepped over the threshold, he moved impulsively forward,
and holding out his hand grasped mine with a strength which made me wince, an
effect which was not lessened by the fact that it seemed cold as ice, more like
the hand of a dead than a living man. Again he said.
“Welcome to my house! Enter freely. Go safely, and
leave something of the happiness you bring!” The strength of the handshake was
so much akin to that which I had noticed in the driver, whose face I had not
seen, that for a moment I doubted if it were not the same person to whom I was
speaking. So to make sure, I said interrogatively, “Count Dracula?”
He bowed in a courtly was as he replied, “I am
Dracula, and I bid you welcome, Mr. Harker, to my house. Come in, the night air
is chill, and you must need to eat and rest.”As he was speaking, he put the
lamp on a bracket on the wall, and stepping out, took my luggage. He had
carried it in before I could forestall him. I protested, but he insisted.
“Nay, sir, you are my guest. It is late, and my
people are not available. Let me see to your comfort myself.”He insisted on
carrying my traps along the passage, and then up a great winding stair, and
along another great passage, on whose stone floor our steps rang heavily. At
the end of this he threw open a heavy door, and I rejoiced to see within a
well-lit room in which a table was spread for supper, and on whose mighty
hearth a great fire of logs, freshly replenished, flamed and flared.
The Count halted, putting down my bags, closed the
door, and crossing the room, opened another door, which led into a small
octagonal room lit by a single lamp, and seemingly without a window of any
sort. Passing through this, he opened another door, and motioned me to enter.
It was a welcome sight. For here was a great bedroom well lighted and warmed
with another log fire, also added to but lately, for the top logs were fresh,
which sent a hollow roar up the wide chimney. The Count himself left my luggage
inside and withdrew, saying, before he closed the door.
“You will need, after your journey, to refresh
yourself by making your toilet. I trust you will find all you wish. When you
are ready, come into the other room, where you will find your supper prepared.”
The light and warmth and the Count’s courteous
welcome seemed to have dissipated all my doubts and fears. Having then reached
my normal state, I discovered that I was half famished with hunger. So making a
hasty toilet, I went into the other room.
I found supper already laid out. My host, who stood
on one side of the great fireplace, leaning against the stonework, made a
graceful wave of his hand to the table, and said,
“I pray you, be seated and sup how you please. You
will I trust, excuse me that I do not join you, but I have dined already, and I
do not sup.”
I handed to him the sealed letter which Mr. Hawkins
had entrusted to me. He opened it and read it gravely. Then, with a charming
smile, he handed it to me to read. One passage of it, at least, gave me a
thrill of pleasure.
“I must regret that an attack of gout, from which
malady I am a constant sufferer, forbids absolutely any travelling on my part
for some time to come. But I am happy to say I can send a sufficient
substitute, one in whom I have every possible confidence. He is a young man,
full of energy and talent in his own way, and of a very faithful disposition.
He is discreet and silent, and has grown into manhood in my service. He shall
be ready to attend on you when you will during his stay, and shall take your
instructions in all matters.”
The count himself came forward and took off the
cover of a dish, and I fell to at once on an excellent roast chicken. This,
with some cheese and a salad and a bottle of old tokay, of which I had two
glasses, was my supper. During the time I was eating it the Count asked me many
question as to my journey, and I told him by degrees all I had experienced.
By this time I had finished my supper, and by my
host’s desire had drawn up a chair by the fire and begun to smoke a cigar which
he offered me, at the same time excusing himself that he did not smoke. I had
now an opportunity of observing him, and found him of a very marked
physiognomy.
His face was a strong, a very strong, aquiline, with
high bridge of the thin nose and peculiarly arched nostrils, with lofty domed
forehead, and hair growing scantily round the temples but profusely elsewhere.
His eyebrows were very massive, almost meeting over the nose, and with bushy
hair that seemed to curl in its own profusion. The mouth, so far as I could see
it under the heavy moustache, was fixed and rather cruel-looking, with
peculiarly sharp white teeth. These protruded over the lips, whose remarkable
ruddiness showed astonishing vitality in a man of his years. For the rest, his
ears were pale, and at the tops extremely pointed. The chin was broad and
strong, and the cheeks firm though thin. The general effect was one of
extraordinary pallor.
Hitherto I had noticed the backs of his hands as
they lay on his knees in the firelight, and they had seemed rather white and
fine. But seeing them now close to me, I could not but notice that they were
rather coarse, broad, with squat fingers. Strange to say, there were hairs in
the centre of the palm. The nails were long and fine, and cut to a sharp point.
As the Count leaned over me and his hands touched me, I could not repress a
shudder. It may have been that his breath was rank, but a horrible feeling of
nausea came over me, which, do what I would, I could not conceal.
The Count, evidently noticing it, drew back. And
with a grim sort of smile, which showed more than he had yet done his
protruberant teeth, sat himself down again on his own side of the fireplace. We
were both silent for a while, and as I looked towards the window I saw the
first dim streak of the coming dawn. There seemed a strange stillness over
everything. But as I listened, I heard as if from down below in the valley the
howling of many wolves. The Count’s eyes gleamed, and he said.
“Listen to them, the children of the night. What
music they make!” Seeing, I suppose, some expression in my face strange to him,
he added,”Ah, sir, you dwellers in the city cannot enter into the feelings of
the hunter.” Then he rose and said.
“But you must be tired. Your bedroom is all ready,
and tomorrow you shall sleep as late as you will. I have to be away till the
afternoon, so sleep well and dream well!” With a courteous bow, he opened for
me himself the door to the octagonal room, and I entered my bedroom.
I am all in a sea of wonders. I doubt. I fear. I
think strange things, which I dare not confess to my own soul. God keep me, if
only for the sake of those dear to me!
7 May. —It is again early morning, but I have rested
and enjoyed the last twenty-four hours. I slept till late in the day, and awoke
of my own accord. When I had dressed myself I went into the room where we had
supped, and found a cold breakfast laid out, with coffee kept hot by the pot
being placed on the hearth. There was a card on the table, on which was
written—
“I have to be absent for a while. Do not wait for
me. D.” I set to and enjoyed a hearty meal. When I had done, I looked for a
bell, so that I might let the servants know I had finished, but I could not
find one. There are certainly odd deficiencies in the house, considering the
extraordinary evidences of wealth which are round me. The table service is of
gold, and so beautifully wrought that it must be of immense value. The curtains
and upholstery of the chairs and sofas and the hangings of my bed are of the
costliest and most beautiful fabrics, and must have been of fabulous value when
they were made, for they are centuries old, though in excellent order. I saw
something like them in Hampton Court, but they were worn and frayed and moth-eaten.
But still in none of the rooms is there a mirror. There is not even a toilet
glass on my table, and I had to get the little shaving glass from my bag before
I could either shave or brush my hair. I have not yet seen a servant anywhere,
or heard a sound near the castle except the howling of wolves. Some time after
I had finished my meal, I do not know whether to call it breakfast of dinner,
for it was between five and six o’clock when I had it, I looked about for
something to read, for I did not like to go about the castle until I had asked
the Count’s permission. There was absolutely nothing in the room, book,
newspaper, or even writing materials, so I opened another door in the room and
found a sort of library. The door opposite mine I tried, but found locked.
In the library I found, to my great delight, a vast
number of English books, whole shelves full of them, and bound volumes of
magazines and newspapers. A table in the center was littered with English
magazines and newspapers, though none of them were of very recent date. The
books were of the most varied kind, history, geography, politics, political
economy, botany, geology, law, all relating to England and English life and
customs and manners. There were even such books of reference as the London
Directory, the “Red” and “Blue” books, Whitaker’s Almanac, the Army and Navy
Lists, and it somehow gladdened my heart to see it, the Law List.
Whilst I was looking at the books, the door opened,
and the Count entered. He saluted me in a hearty way, and hoped that I had had
a good night’s rest. Then he went on.
“I am glad you found your way in here, for I am sure
there is much that will interest you. These companions,” and he laid his hand
on some of the books, “have been good friends to me, and for some years past,
ever since I had the idea of going to London, have given me many, many hours of
pleasure. Through them I have come to know your great England, and to know her
is to love her. I long to go through the crowded streets of your mighty London,
to be in the midst of the whirl and rush of humanity, to share its life, its
change, its death, and all that makes it what it is. But alas! As yet I only
know your tongue through books. To you, my friend, I look that I know it to
speak.”
“But, Count,” I said, “You know and speak English
thoroughly!” He bowed gravely.
“I thank you, my friend, for your all too-flattering
estimate, but yet I fear that I am but a little way on the road I would travel.
True, I know the grammar and the words, but yet I know not how to speak them.
“Indeed,” I said, “You speak excellently.”
“Not so,” he answered. “Well, I know that, did I
move and speak in your London, none there are who would not know me for a
stranger. That is not enough for me. Here I am noble. I am a Boyar. The common
people know me, and I am master. But a stranger in a strange land, he is no
one. Men know him not, and to know not is to care not for. I am content if I am
like the rest, so that no man stops if he sees me, or pauses in his speaking if
he hears my words, `Ha, ha! A stranger!’ I have been so long master that I
would be master still, or at least that none other should be master of me. You
come to me not alone as agent of my friend Peter Hawkins, of Exeter, to tell me
all about my new estate in London. You shall, I trust, rest here with me a
while, so that by our talking I may learn the English intonation. And I would
that you tell me when I make error, even of the smallest, in my speaking. I am
sorry that I had to be away so long today, but you will, I know forgive one who
has so many important affairs in hand.” Of course I said all I could about
being willing, and asked if I might come into that room when I chose. He
answered, “Yes, certainly,” and added.
“You may go anywhere you wish in the castle, except
where the doors are locked, where of course you will not wish to go. There is
reason that all things are as they are, and did you see with my eyes and know
with my knowledge, you would perhaps better understand.” I said I was sure of
this, and then he went on.
“We are in Transylvania, and Transylvania is not
England. Our ways are not your ways, and there shall be to you many strange
things. Nay, from what you have told me of your experiences already, you know
something of what strange things there may be.”
This led to much conversation, and as it was evident
that he wanted to talk, if only for talking’s sake, I asked him many questions
regarding things that had already happened to me or come within my notice.
Sometimes he sheered off the subject, or turned the conversation by pretending
not to understand, but generally he answered all I asked most frankly. Then as
time went on, and I had got somewhat bolder, I asked him of some of the strange
things of the preceding night, as for instance, why the coachman went to the
places where he had seen the blue flames. He then explained to me that it was
commonly believed that on a certain night of the year, last night, in fact,
when all evil spirits are supposed to have unchecked sway, a blue flame is seen
over any place where treasure has been concealed.
“That treasure has been hidden,” he went on, “in the
region through which you came last night, there can be but little doubt. For it
was the ground fought over for centuries by the Wallachian, the Saxon, and the
Turk. Why, there is hardly a foot of soil in all this region that has not been
enriched by the blood of men, patriots or invaders. In the old days there were
stirring times, when the Austrian and the Hungarian came up in hordes, and the
patriots went out to meet them, men and women, the aged and the children too,
and waited their coming on the rocks above the passes, that they might sweep
destruction on them with their artificial avalanches. When the invader was
triumphant he found but little, for whatever there was had been sheltered in
the friendly soil.”
“But how,” said I, “can it have remained so long
undiscovered, when there is a sure index to it if men will but take the trouble
to look? “The Count smiled, and as his lips ran back over his gums, the long, sharp,
canine teeth showed out strangely. He answered.
“Because your peasant is at heart a coward and a
fool! Those flames only appear on one night, and on that night no man of this
land will, if he can help it, stir without his doors. And, dear sir, even if he
did he would not know what to do. Why, even the peasant that you tell me of who
marked the place of the flame would not know where to look in daylight even for
his own work. Even you would not, I dare be sworn, be able to find these places
again?”
“There you are right,” I said. “I know no more than
the dead where even to look for them.” Then we drifted into other matters.
“Come,” he said at last, “tell me of London and of
the house which you have procured for me.” With an apology for my remissness, I
went into my own room to get the papers from my bag. Whilst I was placing them
in order I heard a rattling of china and silver in the next room, and as I
passed through, noticed that the table had been cleared and the lamp lit, for
it was by this time deep into the dark. The lamps were also lit in the study or
library, and I found the Count lying on the sofa, reading, of all things in the
world, and English Bradshaw’s Guide. When I came in he cleared the books and
papers from the table, and with him I went into plans and deeds and figures of
all sorts. He was interested in everything, and asked me a myriad questions
about the place and its surroundings. He clearly had studied beforehand all he
could get on the subject of the neighborhood, for he evidently at the end knew
very much more than I did. When I remarked this, he answered.
“Well, but, my friend, is it not needful that I
should? When I go there I shall be all alone, and my friend Harker Jonathan,
nay, pardon me. I fall into my country’s habit of putting your patronymic
first, my friend Jonathan Harker will not be by my side to correct and aid me.
He will be in Exeter, miles away, probably working at papers of the law with my
other friend, Peter Hawkins. So!”
We went thoroughly into the business of the purchase
of the estate at Purfleet. When I had told him the facts and got his signature
to the necessary papers, and had written a letter with them ready to post to
Mr. Hawkins, he began to ask me how I had come across so suitable a place. I
read to him the notes which I had made at the time, and which I inscribe here.
“At Purfleet, on a by-road, I came across just such
a place as seemed to be required, and where was displayed a dilapidated notice
that the place was for sale. It was surrounded by a high wall, of ancient
structure, built of heavy stones, and has not been repaired for a large number
of years. The closed gates are of heavy old oak and iron, all eaten with rust.
“The estate is called Carfax, no doubt a corruption
of the old Quatre Face, as the house is four sided, agreeing with the cardinal
points of the compass. It contains in all some twenty acres, quite surrounded
by the solid stone wall above mentioned. There are many trees on it, which make
it in places gloomy, and there is a deep, dark-looking pond or small lake,
evidently fed by some springs, as the water is clear and flows away in a
fair-sized stream. The house is very large and of all periods back, I should
say, to mediaeval times, for one part is of stone immensely thick, with only a
few windows high up and heavily barred with iron. It looks like part of a keep,
and is close to an old chapel or church. I could not enter it, as I had not the
key of the door leading to it from the house, but I have taken with my Kodak
views of it from various points. The house had been added to, but in a very
straggling way, and I can only guess at the amount of ground it covers, which
must be very great. There are but few houses close at hand, one being a very
large house only recently added to and formed into a private lunatic asylum. It
is not, however, visible from the grounds.”
When I had finished, he said, “I am glad that it is
old and big. I myself am of an old family, and to live in a new house would
kill me. A house cannot be made habitable in a day, and after all, how few days
go to make up a century. I rejoice also that there is a chapel of old times. We
Transylvanian nobles love not to think that our bones may lie amongst the
common dead. I seek not gaiety nor mirth, not the bright voluptuousness of much
sunshine and sparkling waters which please the young and gay. I am no longer
young, and my heart, through weary years of mourning over the dead, is attuned
to mirth. Moreover, the walls of my castle are broken. The shadows are many,
and the wind breathes cold through the broken battlements and casements. I love
the shade and the shadow, and would be alone with my thoughts when I may.”
Somehow his words and his look did not seem to accord, or else it was that his
cast of face made his smile look malignant and saturnine.
Presently, with an excuse, he left me, asking me to
pull my papers together. He was some little time away, and I began to look at
some of the books around me. One was an atlas, which I found opened naturally
to England, as if that map had been much used. On looking at it I found in
certain places little rings marked, and on examining these I noticed that one
was near London on the east side, manifestly where his new estate was situated.
The other two were Exeter, and Whitby on the Yorkshire coast.
It was the better part of an hour when the Count
returned. “Aha!” he said. “Still at your books? Good! But you must not work
always. Come! I am informed that your supper is ready.” He took my arm, and we
went into the next room, where I found an excellent supper ready on the table.
The Count again excused himself, as he had dined out on his being away from
home. But he sat as on the previous night, and chatted whilst I ate. After
supper I smoked, as on the last evening, and the Count stayed with me, chatting
and asking questions on every conceivable subject, hour after hour. I felt that
it was getting very late indeed, but I did not say anything, for I felt under
obligation to meet my host’s wishes in every way. I was not sleepy, as the long
sleep yesterday had fortified me, but I could not help experiencing that chill
which comes over one at the coming of the dawn, which is like, in its way, the
turn of the tide. They say that people who are near death die generally at the
change to dawn or at the turn of the tide. Anyone who has when tired, and tied
as it were to his post, experienced this change in the atmosphere can well
believe it. All at once we heard the crow of the cock coming up with
preternatural shrillness through the clear morning air.
Count Dracula, jumping to his feet, said, “Why there
is the morning again! How remiss I am to let you stay up so long. You must make
your conversation regarding my dear new country of England less interesting, so
that I may not forget how time flies by us,” and with a courtly bow, he quickly
left me.
I went into my room and drew the curtains, but there
was little to notice. My window opened into the courtyard, all I could see was
the warm grey of quickening sky. So I pulled the curtains again, and have
written of this day.
8 May. —I began to fear as I wrote in this book that
I was getting too diffuse. But now I am glad that I went into detail from the
first, for there is something so strange about this place and all in it that I
cannot but feel uneasy. I wish I were safe out of it, or that I had never come.
It may be that this strange night existence is telling on me, but would that
that were all! If there were any one to talk to I could bear it, but there is
no one. I have only the Count to speak with, and he- I fear I am myself the
only living soul within the place. Let me be prosaiac so far as facts can be.
It will help me to bear up, and imagination must not run riot with me. If it
does I am lost. Let me say at once how I stand, or seem to.
I only slept a few hours when I went to bed, and
feeling that I could not sleep any more, got up. I had hung my shaving glass by
the window, and was just beginning to shave. Suddenly I felt a hand on my
shoulder, and heard the Count’s voice saying to me, “Good morning.” I started,
for it amazed me that I had not seen him, since the reflection of the glass
covered the whole room behind me. In starting I had cut myself slightly, but
did not notice it at the moment. Having answered the Count’s salutation, I
turned to the glass again to see how I had been mistaken. This time there could
be no error, for the man was close to me, and I could see him over my shoulder.
But there was no reflection of him in the mirror! The whole room behind me was
displayed, but there was no sign of a man in it, except myself.
This was startling, and coming on the top of so many
strange things, was beginning to increase that vague feeling of uneasiness
which I always have when the Count is near. But at the instant I saw the the
cut had bled a little, and the blood was trickling over my chin. I laid down
the razor, turning as I did so half round to look for some sticking plaster.
When the Count saw my face, his eyes blazed with a sort of demoniac fury, and
he suddenly made a grab at my throat. I drew away and his hand touched the string
of beads which held the crucifix. It made an instant change in him, for the
fury passed so quickly that I could hardly believe that it was ever there.
“Take care,” he said, “take care how you cut
yourself. It is more dangerous that you think in this country.” Then seizing
the shaving glass, he went on, “And this is the wretched thing that has done
the mischief. It is a foul bauble of man’s vanity. Away with it!” And opening
the window with one wrench of his terrible hand, he flung out the glass, which
was shattered into a thousand pieces on the stones of the courtyard far below.
Then he withdrew without a word. It is very annoying, for I do not see how I am
to shave, unless in my watch-case or the bottom of the shaving pot, which is
fortunately of metal.
When I went into the dining room, breakfast was
prepared, but I could not find the Count anywhere. So I breakfasted alone. It
is strange that as yet I have not seen the Count eat or drink. He must be a
very peculiar man! After breakfast I did a little exploring in the castle. I
went out on the stairs, and found a room looking towards the South.
The view was magnificent, and from where I stood
there was every opportunity of seeing it. The castle is on the very edge of a
terrific precipice. A stone falling from the window would fall a thousand feet
without touching anything! As far as the eye can reach is a sea of green tree
tops, with occasionally a deep rift where there is a chasm. Here and there are
silver threads where the rivers wind in deep gorges through the forests.
But I am not in heart to describe beauty, for when I
had seen the view I explored further. Doors, doors, doors everywere, and all
locked and bolted. In no place save from the windows in the castle walls is
there an available exit. The castle is a veritable prison, and I am a prisoner!
to be continued...
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